Read The Weight of Cypress free: the opening chapter

Dust and Echoes: The Return

The blacktop surrendered to gravel as she turned off the highway, the transition a rough exhale. Cypress Bend wasn’t a place you stumbled upon. It demanded a decision, a deliberate turn away from progress, a yielding to the pull of something older, something…slower. The car, a silver sedan too sleek for this stretch of road, bumped along the lane, dust blooming in its wake like disturbed ghosts.

Fields stretched on either side, mostly fallow now, the ghosts of cotton rows visible only to a practiced eye. Patches of wildflowers stubbornly clung to life along the ditches, splashes of purple and yellow against the muted greens and browns. It wasn’t the manicured beauty of the landscapes she was used to in Chicago. This was a wildness, a resilience born of struggle. A beauty that felt earned.

The air, thick and heavy with humidity, tasted of river and earth. It pressed against her skin, a damp weight she hadn’t realized she’d forgotten. She lowered the window, letting the scent fill the car, a scent that stirred something vaguely familiar, a half-remembered dream. It wasn’t entirely unpleasant, but it carried a sadness, a sense of things lost.

Then she saw it. Cypress Bend.

It wasn’t what she expected. The photographs Mama Eula had occasionally sent over the years hadn’t captured the sheer scale of the place, nor the extent of its decay. The house, a grand antebellum structure of white columns and weathered wood, stood on a slight rise overlooking the muddy curve of the river. But the paint peeled like sunburnt skin. Several columns leaned at precarious angles. The roof sagged in places, and vines, thick as pythons, climbed the walls, slowly reclaiming the house for the land.

It wasn’t ruined, not yet. But it was…tired. As if it carried the weight of every story ever told within its walls, every joy and sorrow, every secret and lie.

Eleanor stopped the car at the foot of the long, shell-strewn driveway. She sat for a moment, just looking, letting the house settle into her vision. It felt less like a homecoming and more like an intrusion. She hadn't been back in nearly twenty years. Not since…well, not since she’d found a reason to leave.

She hadn’t thought much about Cypress Bend in all that time. It had become a faded photograph in the album of her memory, a place she acknowledged but rarely revisited. Now, here it was, solid and real, demanding her attention. Demanding something she wasn’t sure she was willing to give.

She put the car in park, killed the engine, and sat in silence. The only sounds were the drone of insects and the distant rush of the river.

She needed to get this over with. Settle the estate. Sell the property. Return to her life in Chicago. To the clean lines of her buildings, the predictable rhythm of her days, the carefully constructed distance between herself and anything that might cause her pain.

Taking a deep breath, she opened the door and stepped out. The gravel crunched under her feet. She reached for her suitcase, a sleek black roller bag that felt absurdly out of place.

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The front door, a massive oak affair, was unlocked. Eleanor hesitated, her hand hovering over the tarnished brass doorknob. It felt…wrong. Like she was violating some unspoken rule. But Mama Eula had always been a woman who disregarded rules. A woman who lived life on her own terms. Perhaps she wouldn't mind.

She pushed the door open.

The interior was dim and cool, a stark contrast to the humid heat outside. Dust motes danced in the slivers of sunlight that pierced the gloom. The air smelled of old wood, mildew, and something else…something floral, like dried lavender. Mama Eula’s scent, perhaps.

The grand foyer was cavernous, with a sweeping staircase that curved gracefully towards the upper floors. A crystal chandelier hung from the high ceiling, coated in a thick layer of dust. The floor was covered in a faded Oriental rug, its patterns obscured by years of neglect.

Everything was covered in a film of gray. Furniture draped in white sheets loomed like ghosts. Portraits of stern-faced ancestors stared down from the walls, their eyes following her as she moved.

Eleanor felt a prickle of unease. It wasn't just the dust and decay. It was something else. A feeling of being watched. A sense that she wasn’t alone.

“Hello?” she called out, her voice sounding small and fragile in the vast space.

Silence.

She walked further into the house, her heels clicking on the marble floor. She passed a formal parlor, a dining room with a long, empty table, a library filled with decaying books. Each room held echoes of a life lived, a history untold.

She found the kitchen at the back of the house. It was surprisingly modern, having been renovated sometime in the 1990s. The countertops were granite, the appliances stainless steel. A jarring contrast to the rest of the house.

On the kitchen table, a single object sat amidst the dust. A vase. Filled with withered sunflowers.

Eleanor picked it up. The glass was cool and smooth against her skin. Sunflowers. Mama Eula had always loved sunflowers. She’d grown them in abundance, their bright faces turning towards the sun.

A wave of sadness washed over Eleanor. She hadn’t allowed herself to grieve, not really. She’d been too focused on logistics, on getting through the motions. But seeing those withered flowers, a small, forgotten gesture of beauty, cracked something open inside her.

She set the vase down and turned away, blinking back tears. She couldn’t afford to fall apart. Not now. She had a job to do.

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She found a flashlight in a drawer and began a cursory inspection of the house. Most of the rooms were in a similar state of disrepair. But some were worse than others. The upstairs bedrooms were particularly neglected, the wallpaper peeling, the furniture broken.

She paused outside a closed door at the end of the hall. It was smaller than the other bedrooms, almost hidden from view. She hesitated. She hadn’t seen this room since she was a child.

With a sigh, she reached for the doorknob and turned it.

The room was even more dilapidated than she remembered. The wallpaper was almost entirely gone, revealing the bare plaster beneath. The floorboards creaked under her weight. The air was thick with the smell of dust and decay.

A single object stood out amidst the wreckage. A rocking horse. Its paint was chipped and faded, its mane tangled and matted. But its eyes, made of glass, still seemed to follow her.

Eleanor remembered this horse. It had been Beau’s. Her great-uncle, who had disappeared when she was a little girl. His death had been shrouded in mystery, whispered about in hushed tones. A tragedy that had cast a long shadow over the family.

She reached out and touched the horse’s wooden head. A wave of sadness, and something else…something darker, washed over her. She felt a chill, despite the humid heat.

She quickly turned and left the room, slamming the door shut behind her. She needed air. She needed to escape the suffocating weight of the past.

She walked out onto the porch, sinking into one of the weathered rocking chairs. She looked out over the fields, the river, the sprawling landscape.

Cypress Bend was a beautiful place. But it was also a haunted one. Haunted by memories, by secrets, by the ghosts of those who had come before.

And Eleanor knew, with a growing sense of dread, that she wasn’t going to be able to leave as easily as she’d hoped.

The chipped ceramic of the coffee cup warmed her palms, but did little to thaw the chill that settled deep in Eleanor’s bones. Mr. Thibodeaux, the lawyer, had left an hour ago, a polite man with eyes that didn’t quite meet hers. He’d delivered the news with the practiced ease of someone accustomed to dealing with estates, with loss. Mama Eula was gone. And Cypress Bend, with all its shadowed corners and whispered histories, was now Eleanor’s.

He’d also left a letter, tucked inside the legal documents. Not a recent letter. Yellowed and brittle, the paper felt like dried leaves between her fingers. The script was elegant, looping, undoubtedly Mama Eula’s. But it wasn't a letter to Eleanor. It was addressed to someone named “Beau.”

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The letter was short, barely a page. The ink had faded in places, making some words difficult to read. Eleanor had to hold it close, nearly pressing it against her cheek, to make out the delicate loops and flourishes. “My dearest Beau,” it began. A rush of confusion, a tightening in her chest. She’d known Mama Eula had been…close to her brother, Beau, but a letter like this suggested something more.

The letter spoke of a secret, a shared understanding, a burden they both carried. It hinted at a past transgression, a mistake that had haunted them for years. The words were cryptic, veiled in poetic language, but Eleanor could sense the desperation beneath the surface.

“The river remembers,” Mama Eula wrote. “It holds all our secrets, all our shame. I fear the day it decides to reveal them.”

Eleanor frowned. What secrets? What shame? Beau had died decades ago, a boating accident, everyone said. A tragic accident. But the letter suggested something else. Something darker.

She scanned the rest of the page, searching for clues. The letter ended with a plea. “Forgive me, Beau. Forgive us both.”

Eleanor folded the letter carefully, her fingers trembling. It was a strange, unsettling piece of correspondence. And it left her with more questions than answers. She glanced around the empty kitchen, feeling a growing sense of unease. She was certain Mama Eula had kept many secrets. And now, it seemed, those secrets were about to unravel.

She was certain Mama Eula had kept many secrets. And now, it seemed, those secrets were about to unravel.

The kitchen itself was a study in faded grandeur. Once, it must have been a vibrant heart of the house, filled with the aromas of baking and laughter. Now, it felt…preserved, not lived in. The cabinets were painted a pale, sickly green, the paint peeling in delicate curls. A chipped porcelain sink overlooked a garden overgrown with wisteria and honeysuckle, the sweet scent clinging to the air like a persistent memory. Sunlight streamed through the lace curtains, illuminating dust motes dancing in the stillness.

Eleanor walked to the window, tracing the outline of a rosebush with her finger. It was choked with weeds, but a few blooms, a defiant blush pink, managed to push through. The garden, like the house, held a fragile beauty, a desperate attempt at life clinging to the edges of decay. Beyond the garden, the land sloped down toward the river, the very river Mama Eula had written about.

It was wide and sluggish, the color of muddy tea. Spanish moss draped from the ancient cypress trees that lined its banks, their gnarled roots reaching into the water like skeletal fingers. The air hung heavy with humidity, thick with the scent of water and earth and something else…something indefinable, something ancient.

Cypress Bend wasn’t just a place; it was a presence. It pressed in on her, a weight on her chest. She hadn’t been back since she was a child, hadn’t wanted to be back. Her memories of the plantation were fractured, tinged with a sadness she hadn’t understood then. Visits had always felt like stepping into a sepia-toned photograph, a world removed from her own.

She’d left at seventeen, eager to escape the suffocating atmosphere, the unspoken rules, the lingering sense of…wrongness. She’d built a life for herself in Boston, a life of order and reason, a life far removed from the languid, haunted beauty of Louisiana. She was a professor of history, specializing in the Reconstruction era. Irony wasn’t lost on her. She studied the past, but she had actively avoided her own.

Now, here she was, back in the house where she’d grown up, inheriting a legacy she didn’t want, a past she didn’t understand. She’d come to settle the estate, to sell the property, to finally sever the ties that bound her to this place. But looking out at the river, at the cypress trees, at the crumbling plantation house, she felt a shift within her. A hesitant curiosity, a reluctant acceptance.

The town of Cypress Bend was even more dilapidated than the plantation. A single, dusty main street, lined with boarded-up storefronts and faded signs. The few residents she’d seen during the drive in had regarded her with a cautious curiosity, their eyes lingering on her expensive city clothes. They were a people worn down by time and hardship, their faces etched with the stories of generations.

Old Man Hemphill, who ran the general store, had barely acknowledged her beyond a grunt and a begrudging sale of bottled water. Mrs. Broussard, the postmistress, had offered a polite, but distant, welcome. They knew who she was, of course. Everyone in Cypress Bend knew everyone else’s business. They knew she was Eula’s daughter, the one who’d left and never returned.

Eleanor suspected they also knew more about Mama Eula, and Beau, and the secrets hidden within the walls of Cypress Bend than they were willing to share. They were guarding something, protecting something. And she was an outsider, a stranger, disrupting the delicate balance of their quiet, isolated world.

She took another sip of her coffee, the liquid now lukewarm. The weight of Cypress Bend settled upon her, heavy and inescapable. She hadn’t come home to solve mysteries. She hadn’t come home to confront the past. She’d come home to leave. But the river, she realized, had other plans. And the ghosts of Cypress Bend weren’t about to let her go so easily.

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